Next Thursday is the last day of all tests and assignments, it's Accounting III test ;D
It marks the full stop of all the hesitate weeks that pervaded with assignments and midterms nevertheless it means we're going to suffer for the coming final (oh forget about it, it's still far though i see it's waving hands ) In fact, we girls are already planning the activities to relax our overloaded minds & stressful souls. They are going to be craziest blasts! I just can't wait at all especially the night after Thursday...hehehe *evil grins* Truth be told, I can't even remember how long i didn't really get some 'proper' entertainments, as you know i'm a 100% NERD (well if you know me personally -___-) & my social life is quite limited one
Pictures say thousand words, look at our hyper faces :
Christine & Vivian
Sher, me & Jean and Keropi
I JUST WANNA GET DRUNK!! BE PREPARED!
Ohya, i'm quite surprise & excited that my Psychology midterm's result turned out to be the highest! Hard work paid off! this is probably the 1st achievement in my college life, as i got so upset before with my average standard. Though it's just a tiny, miny & not be too exaggerating little achievement, it indeed cultivates and gives me strength to work harder and harder! till i reach self actualization Stop psychoing tan see yin! as the saying goes, taste bitter first then only can taste sweetness ( -__-|||) so okthxbai it's humanitarian crisis time shit i hate that fml
The lotus has no enemies,the lotus has no anger, the lotus knows not whom to please or whom to offend, the lotus judges not. The lotus gives pleasures to saints and sinners alike. Why can’t humans be like a lotus?
-the Buddha
i quite enjoy listening Buddha songs sometimes, that's a feeling of peace, calm and joy
ohright, that weird plant is growing taller & taller in my house front yard, it's my dad's lovely babe!
1. I was once a dream catcher who always tried my best to juggle the best. It's pretty astonishing that when you believe yourself with strong will and dedicate efforts to dreams that seem unreachable. As the saying goes,"Success comes in cans, not can'ts". The crux is not about the dreams whether they seem attainable or not but it's the intense motivation in someone's mind that drives the actions. Instead of hovering over the fence, one should just jump off it, ready to take all possible challenges. Whenever I think about the impetuous experiences in the past, I actually can't believe or retrieve the courages i had for something that seems so unrealistic and impossible now. I jumped on the dream wagon, went through an amazing journey. Nevertheless I've lost that thing, that motivation, that urge, that fancy, which makes me feel completely insecure in the condition full of uncertainties. Nothing is worser than the losing of inner strength, the strength everyone has to distinguish themselves from the crowd. Right now at this moment, i must, without hesitation, try to find that thing out and make some changes.
1. I'm a visual/verbal learner, learn best looking at material, particularly things that written down. Reading textbook, using classroom notes,writing out keywords in own words, using sticky notes and put them on places i see frequently are best for me. Learn best studying alone in a quiet place, group study is a NO NO NO.
2. Northwood program is an extensive network that links all of us from all parts of Malaysia. Sherlyn tan is a neuron that receives and spreads the gossips to another neuron. When she tells us that midterm on next monday is postponed, eventually all of us will experience action potential because the impulse is big enough to stimulate all of us! When we're all stimulated with this good news, we have positive emotion no offense ah sher :D
3. When i'm stumbling on the psychology textbook with only black & white words, my visual sensory receptors ROD are very active. But when i shift my vision and back to the colorful real world, my CONES become extremely active and that leads to a process called light adaption.
4. I'm experiencing microsleep, that's why i need to have some activities to keep me awake eg blogging. My SCN seems insensitive to light because i already open all the lamps in my room.Plus, the sun is shining bizarrely outside the windows but why on earth the stupid pineal gland keeps releasing melantonin? That stupid neurotransmitter doesn't know it's still day so it's increasing like nobody business. Yes, i'm talking about you SEROTONIN! please god, get me a fever right now so that i'm always alert and refuse to sleep!
5. Every time i score excellent grades in school (kindergarden perhaps), my parents didn't take any positive reinforcement by rewarding me a barbiedoll nor negative reinforcement which is letting me watch my favorite Pokemon show that's not allowed. They did nothing! That's why i'm so stupid now and i score so badly in school loh, parents fault.
6. I knocked my head just now and i think i got retrograde amnesia! HOW? this explains why i can't remember all the terms and facts that i stored in my long term memory! I have encoding failure, i have Alzheimer's disease and most of all, my retrieval cue isn't functioning! HOW? midterm is next Monday, 30+ hours to go sahaja and there're about 9 chapters to go!
7. I'm not intelligent at all, i always mess up with superordinate concept, basic lever concept, subordinate concept, formal concept, natural concept and prototypes. The skill of problem solving that i can use in the coming midterm is heuristic which is by guessing! educated guess? oh then die liao, i'm not educated at all. However, i am no doubt a divergent thinker because i think i'm creative LMAO
8. Regarding the Erikson's Psychological stages of development, I'm probably in the stage of Identity VS Role Confusion. Definitely in the ROLE CONFUSION phase, i fail to define my identity, want to inconspicuously blend in the crowd, low self esteem and etc. I have personal fable, I think i am a very special person, i spend alot of time thinking about my thoughts and feelings, and that no one else has ever had these thoughts before me! I AM VELI SPECIAL! Next, I am quite a imaginary audience, I always sense that everyone is looking at me, i'm the center of my friends! too pretty liao wtf wtf
9. Drive-reduction theory states that i have the immense drive to blog because it will reduce my tension and stress. Incentive approaches state that if you give me $1000000000000 for scoring well in the midterm, i will quickly pick up the psycho textbook and stumble on it every second starting from now! I hope that my glucagons are always high, my lateral hypothalamus is damaged, the basal metabolic rate is veli veli high and the leptin is always released in my bloodstream....so that i'm a skinny bitch. Lastly, Common sense theory says that i'm blogging because i'm stress but James-Lange theory explains that i'm stress because i'm blogging. wtf
Hooray i have done my Psychology revision of all 9 chapters! How about you?