与'2010/03'相关文章 13篇

  1. 2010/03/30 梵谷的耳朵 (13)
  2. 2010/03/28 赎罪 (9)
  3. 2010/03/24 我是谁 (6)
  4. 2010/03/21 FATTY'S DIARY (7)
  5. 2010/03/19 Marry me please (2)
  6. 2010/03/17 我的英雄 Saddam Hussein (3)
  7. 2010/03/11 The days after next Thursday
  8. 2010/03/10 The Lotus (5)
  9. 2010/03/09 哥哥 (7)
  10. 2010/03/08 The lost dreamer
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梵谷的耳朵

heart talks 2010/03/30 11:41

有人说他把耳朵切下来是因为他有病
有人说是因为他听到很多说话的声音
有人说是因为内疚对朋友所做的一切, 赎罪

很多人问我为什么把头发给剪了
我说是为了自我惩罚, 赎罪, 和象征新的开始
因为没办法将身上任何一块肉给切下来 所以剪发是最好的发泄管道
就像出家人落发的心情一样 沉淀 安静 清心 美丑是非都不介意

我在想, 梵谷当时的心情是否和我一样
纯粹想做出心态上的解脱 在无法面对自己的情况下
头发会长, 人会长大, 可是耳朵不会再生长

我比他理智点
所以把头发给剪了



2010/03/30 11:41 2010/03/30 11:41
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赎罪

Personal 2010/03/28 21:49

当你找不到发泄方式 惩罚三千发丝。




2010/03/28 21:49 2010/03/28 21:49
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我是谁

Random 2010/03/24 23:43



我是谁？请你告诉我。



__________________更新___________________

终于有人告诉我 我是谁了 谢谢小祯帮我做的测试：

陈施颖的生命灵数

您的生命灵数是：48

你是个意志坚强的理想主义者，凡事很重视精神层面的追求，习惯将善恶分成两个极端，头脑很灵敏，常会冒出很多感觉，很多的点子，所以有时候会感觉比较累，那是因为你花了太多的精神。

你容易情绪化，具有双重个性，与一般人一样，向往着权力，但也有深情的一面，很容易流露出内在的感情世界，而有时候会很努力实在的工作，有时却又会感到一阵莫名的空虚感，一天内心情的起伏大，对未来有恐惧感。

经常会用工作来填满生活，但如果闲闲没事做，你的精神力反而愈强盛，产生不知道如何抒发多馀精力的困扰，建议你多跟人相处，同时要避免性急，慢慢的把你的精神散发到人际关系，透过与人相处的融洽，会消去许多不安全感，让自己有更多发挥的空间。

事业上的成就很大，即使不是在最顶尖位置，也能够跻身次要位置，并且会拥有中等以上的家庭，过着平稳富裕的一生，但当你的运势强盛时，奉劝你自我节制一下，谨慎行事不骄傲，如果锋芒太露，小心遭遇到毁灭性的攻击。

你的生命目标是首先建立起一个稳定的生活和稳定的家庭，然後加强你的领导力，带动越来越广的周围力量，聚集越来越多的人脉，慢慢拓展成一个自己的势力范围，最後完成自己的事业王国。

你的个性特徵是很有自己的想法，也可能是你很早熟，在很年轻时就知道什麽事情该怎麽做，如何去加强自己的能力，落实自己的执行力，也知道要务实才能一步步经营稳固的未来，因此你在工作场合里面，非常有能力。

你的优点是可以自我训练，在年轻时就会努力学习专业的才艺、技能，知道往後可以靠着这些专业的技能谋生，甚至创出一个事业，同时你拥有管理的能力，是个知道如何发号司令的领导人才。

你的缺点是对任何事都不会很在意，或特别去关心别人，有时会太固执自我，太过辛劳也不晓得做些适当的娱乐放松自己。

你的人生运势是老是被自己限制住，在圈圈里打转出不来，孤独时追求热閙，热閙时又想追求孤独，比如明明不是很想跟朋友去唱歌，却会想很久，被思考限制住，没有办法当机立断做决定，勉强答应後，却一直觉得心里不满足，不自在。提醒你心中存在着太多不同的价值观，这是形成你的思绪混乱和分裂的原因。

你的天赋潜能是语言的表达，因此除了当领导者或在固定的环境工作以外，成为企业经营的主管或学校、补习班的老师会更适合，因为学问这种知性的领域，有太多可以开拓的空间，透过你的如珠妙语来做知识方面的传递，可以好好发挥你的潜能喔！

2010/03/24 23:43 2010/03/24 23:43
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FATTY'S DIARY

Outings 2010/03/21 15:45
You know what my mom calls me right now? She calls me "大肥婆" 大肥婆大肥婆大肥婆 !!!!! I'm almost same grade with FATTY alreadyyyyyyy no more about chubby but FAT, OBESITY, GEMUK, 肥猪 !!! FML

I'm growing veli veli veli fat nowadays till i'm pek chek with myself already, unbearable fats are stored everywhere in my horizontally growing body :( I can't even accept the 3-kids-aunty-looking me when i look into the mirror, i feel like going to rob Maybank and squander the money in plastic surgery & liposuction - suck all the oil out off my body !!  You know why? First of all, last few weeks i was busy studying for midterms and doing assignments & when i'm stress, i eat, especially the sweet ones; when i stuck on the assignments, i eat; The worst part is, I've no time to move around - except from my room to kitchen! My butt had been glued with the chair & eyeballs sticking to the cube box screen. fml fml

Secondly, Malaysia has a variety of nice yummy food that i couldn't resist! fail tan see yin, FAIL!
It all started on the day when we finally finish with our econs presentation & Account mid term, we were so hyped up and couldn't wait for the night! remember this post [The days after next Thursday] ? I said i'm going to crazily enjoy to the max! & i really did

See! the aunty looking me with the aunty looking dress= AUNTY WITH 3 KIDS AT HOME -______- with the well attired WeiQi.

My sweet love ESTHER! posting with the porn star WeiQi as well  (no i didn't say anything?)

The gangs have been talking about the famous LALA 啦啦 of Boston in Klang. So yeah, since everyone so happy and relax, we brought the friends down to Klang for our LALA & OAT HAIR GOR (麦片虾膏) ! As usual, they did not disappoint us! They were heavenly GOOD!


Ignore the stoning face at left side & the blur old folk face at right side. (we used to call him LOU HANG 老家伙 cause he really is! As compares to the young energetic us aha, aha, ahahahahhaha!!! )  

Hundreds of LALA !!!  *tags Brian Lee* we love lala, we really do!
It's the famous dish at Boston, the chinese wine flavored lala - finger licking good can !!!

OAT HAIR GOR - They fried the oat with butter (i guess so cause it tasted so butterly yummy) and sprinkled on top of Hair GOR (虾膏) - is it called Shrimp paste? My favorite dish among all ! According to Bev, there's also Corn hair gor which is highly recommended as well  must try next time!


After LALA session, girls get prepared at sherlyn's place! See, the professional is helping me to transform! *ROAAARRRR*
But frankly, I wasn't in my best that day....IT WAS A BAD BAD HAIR DAY!
& I thought i look ugly that night....UGHHHHHH PLASTIC SURGERY!!!

The night was actually great for me as all i want was just get to dance, shout & jump! You know how long i didn't move my body d? HELL LONG till my movement aren't that flexible d...i can't even do split now FML =(

So when there is a dance floor for me, why not right? I took off my killing heels, passed them to the poor LOU HANG (thank you veli muchhhhh!! love ya) & dance crazily with bare foot! Most of the gangs were quite bored of the lousy songs in the club so they didn't really get high (most of them just fake high -___- macam fake orgasm lol), too bad too bad  Surprisingly it turned out that i was the craziest and highest ones among them, kept dancing non stop -____- yeah, i guess its because of all the tough dancing practices i've gone tru last time. No rest! IT'S ALL ABOUT STAMINA & ENDURING!

I can't wait for next Thursday, we must rock the night kao kao!!! (die liao, becoming an addicted clubber)

Reach home & finished all the massive procedures of removing makeup, its already 5.30am! We even heard the cock crowing d Jean & Vivian came over, when we finally got up in the morning, get prepared again and makan bah kut teh! =D Come Klang must eat bah kut teh one right? It's A MUST! we klang people are proud to recommend the nice ones.

As we were late, instead of bring them to the ones i usually go, we went to 兰花园.
BAH KUT TEH!!!! It was yummy but i still prefer my kampung area bah kut teh, somemore BKT there is two times cheaper than this shop. nvm, next time next time!
The sweating faces   Vivian: nom nom nom nom....

Vivian's cute doggies
 
Girls' ritual to camwhore with whatevar ;D

We went to Jusco Kepong for Alice in the Wonderland. Before the movie, visited Vivian's house @ Desaparkcity  No joke, she has got a lot of earrings, necklaces and bracelets!! Everything a girl should have! Girly side of Vivian the macho! Speaking of movie, it was great!!! I love animation i love cartoon i love fairy tales i love Walt Disney's productions! creepy Johnny Depp, glamorous Anne Hathaway, cute little Alice and most of all, the great funky red queen Helena Bonham Carter! me love

After all, dinner time again! Vivian brought us to the famous LEI CHA 擂茶 in Kepong. I realized I've been to the shop years before & it was a terrible ever experience for me to taste the greenish soup and all the vege! I was about to give it a try since i'm no longer hate vege and a vege lover now! Undoubtedly, it was greattttttt!

It is a famous HAKKA dish (客家) which has a story behind. In 3 Kingdoms period, CHANG FEI 张飞's soldiers were affected by some illness & when they passed by a HAKKA village, an old herbal doctor made LEI CHA for them using raw rice, raw tea and raw ginger. After drinking this greenish tea, the soldiers regained health and therefore LEI CHA is serving until today!

Have you guys tried before? Have a look here

Blend altogether and serve with the greenish tea/ soup/ liquid

This is 算盘子！Another famous Hakka dish, my love sllllrrrrrppp!

MUST have a try! cause the taste is totally a NEW NEW THING for your tongue! Frankly, i can't remember how it tastes already but what i could remember is, the taste is really special & rare that you would either love or hate it!  What's great? It helps CONSTIPATION!!! can shit smoothly, really! (cause it works on me, haha!)


...& i think that's all, need rest now  enjoy the imaginary food here!


2010/03/21 15:45 2010/03/21 15:45
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Marry me please

Sharing 2010/03/19 22:16

I can't hold my tears & I just wish to get married as soon as possible
marry me please Tony Chao  jk jk


- The desperado


2010/03/19 22:16 2010/03/19 22:16
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我的英雄 Saddam Hussein

Sharing 2010/03/17 01:04
(1) 这将会是一篇很长的文章
(2) 这是一篇关于伊拉克战争的文章
(3) 这将会是一篇很无趣的文章

如果你不想被折磨，快离开！！！

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前几天在忙着的是英文assignment, 关于Humanitarian Crisis as a result of Armed Conflicts. Frankly, 我听到这似乎很复杂政治国际化的题目时，整个是这样的表情  wtf 我只是个懂得吃喝玩乐不知天高地厚成日发泡泡梦的头脑简单小女生，那种政治战乱－我只懂故事的题目和简略大纲，剧情细节就一概不知道，只有问号、问号、问号和很多问号。基于好奇心驱使和大众化下，我选择研究伊拉克的战史，Wikipedia搜寻 “IRAQ WAR”....冒出的是很多很多的战争和满满的陌生英文/阿拉伯名词－WMD, CIA, REFUGEES, ABU NIDAL, SHATT AL ARAB.....每遇到一个外星文，包括数不尽关系到战争的“伟大”名人们，我都追根究底把所有的历史背景(他们的童年性格爱好)查得清清楚楚。

我知道伊拉克的时候，大家都在讨论美国应不应该攻打伊拉克？那年是2003年3月，我刚升上六年级，只知道美国是很强大的国家，伊拉克这次必死无疑，阿门。也是那个时候，我知道原来世界不是和平的；原来这世界某些角落还有很多无人知晓的悲剧发生；政治人物的黑暗权利和秘密；原来二十一世纪里战争仍然存在－不过这些记忆都不深刻，毕竟当时的生活主轴尽是在乎暗恋隔壁班的帅哥、跟谁好不跟谁好、参加绘画比赛和UPSR!

呈上assignment时，除了疲累还有深深的悲哀，难过。一个天赐石油财富的国家，因为政治落得如此不堪下场－人民在贫穷里挣扎，缺乏干净水源食物和医疗服务，夷成平地的建筑物和住所，极度破坏性的毁灭都叫人民民不聊生(竟然还记得成语-___-)。何况，战争几乎没有停止过－长达8年的IRAN-IRAQ WAR (1980), PERSIAN GULF WAR (1990) 和13年后的IRAQ WAR 2003。根据我的研究，这一切战争最初的因素是第二世界大战后，英军占领多数亚洲中东国家时，因自己的利益和为分散团结力量的目的将伊拉克所属的地区拆散并给于独立。假设，当年英军强硬拆散雪兰莪和其他州属，冬菇大哥为了取回原属于马来西亚的雪兰莪，努力争取。一直到那区域KUWAIT被宣布独立并加入UNITED NATIONS时，伊拉克领袖们都不断向英军争取，均不被受理。

三个战争都是在人人口中的恶魔－SADDAM HUSSEIN 在任时发生，其中两个是由他发动。第一个战争，因涉及其国家的利益，美国暗中叫好大力支持，并给于武器战术军事上的协助－殊不知这正是23年后酿成破坏性战争的主因。美国真的很狡猾，也很聪明，毕竟坏人都需要别于好人的头脑和策略。就在伊拉克无法偿还过高的债务时，那曾经属于伊拉克的区域KUWAIT不肯妥协，而且还在战争期间收购了伊拉克重要的石油来源，在美国的指示下赚大钱让伊拉克油价惨跌－掀起了第二场世纪战争的序幕。

第二场战争前夕，美国告诉SADDAM HUSSEIN 说不会理会一切关于这两国者间的战争.......结果!!!! 这个大话精在伊拉克成功攻占该国后，不给伊拉克妥协的机会，要萨旦哥马上撤离并发动美军攻打伊拉克。美军的先进.....当年日本Hiroshima & Nagasaki 的Nuclear bombings, 人人都知道他的利害啦。结果大话精毫不留情地采用很多URANIUM武器，留下后遗症危害当地人民的小孩畸形等等。

当大家都以为世界从此和平，伊拉克结束悲剧的时候！13年后，911事件后，2003年，大话精再次向大众说谎，说萨旦哥拥有weapon mass destruction (WMD) －庞大破坏性的武器，随时威胁美国的安全。天！当初是你资助那个可怜国家武器战术的，而且在战争中都用得七七八八了吧？第二次战争还输了给你耶，死家伙！伊拉克哪里有理由拥有超厉害的武器危害你的世界第一名宝座！根据陈施颖学者调查，美国攻打伊拉克的念头早在2001年911事件后就产生了，虽然已经被证实恐怖分子是来自阿富汗的OSAMA bin LADEN 发动的，和萨旦大哥毫无关系。

陈学者认为是，石油惹的祸。
美国想拥有伊拉克天然资源的事实早在第二世界大战就很明显了；
2003年这场世界冠军和绝望之土的战争维持了三个月，后遗症却一直延续到今天。

后来2004年萨旦大哥被判吊颈死


他临死前说着“这个世界没有GOD , 只有ALLAH“。


笑到我......  这到底是不是恶作剧！


总结，其实个人觉得SADDAM HUSSEIN 是个英雄，他是唯一一个勇于为伊拉克站出来，为国家说话，为国家争取，为国家而战的人物。其他非伊斯兰教国家，尤其是美国常年给与的压力、鄙视和偏见－那些很有可能是被媒体夸张化的问题，将伊拉克扭曲成一个糟糕、需要被统治的国家。他，只不过想为国家争回事实，或许他只能选择牺牲他人民的方式。反而是操纵一切大话的大大大话精－布什和他的同党让我觉得很想将他们掐死！只有这些强者，才会出尽阴谋。


为伊拉克人民打气。
十年后我来统治吧，嘻嘻嘻。




2010/03/17 01:04 2010/03/17 01:04
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The days after next Thursday

College 2010/03/11 20:52
Next Thursday is the last day of all tests and assignments, it's Accounting III test ;D
It marks the full stop of all the hesitate weeks that pervaded with assignments and midterms nevertheless it means we're going to suffer for the coming final (oh forget about it, it's still far though i see it's waving hands  ) In fact, we girls are already planning the activities to relax our overloaded minds & stressful souls. They are going to be craziest blasts! I just can't wait at all especially the night after Thursday...hehehe *evil grins* Truth be told, I can't even remember how long i didn't really get some 'proper' entertainments, as you know i'm a 100% NERD (well if you know me personally -___-) & my social life is quite limited one
Pictures say thousand words, look at our hyper faces :

Christine & Vivian 
Sher, me & Jean and Keropi



I JUST WANNA GET DRUNK!! BE PREPARED!

Ohya, i'm quite surprise & excited that my Psychology midterm's result turned out to be the highest! Hard work paid off! this is probably the 1st achievement in my college life, as i got so upset before with my average standard. Though it's just a tiny, miny & not be too exaggerating little achievement, it indeed cultivates and gives me strength to work harder and harder! till i reach self actualization Stop psychoing tan see yin!  as the saying goes, taste bitter first then only can taste sweetness ( -__-|||) so okthxbai it's humanitarian crisis time shit i hate that fml
2010/03/11 20:52 2010/03/11 20:52
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The Lotus

Sharing 2010/03/10 10:12

The lotus has no enemies,the lotus has no anger, the lotus knows not whom to please or whom to offend, the lotus judges not. The lotus gives pleasures to saints and sinners alike. Why can’t humans be like a lotus?


-the Buddha
i quite enjoy listening Buddha songs sometimes, that's a feeling of peace, calm and joy
ohright, that weird plant is growing taller & taller in my house front yard, it's my dad's lovely babe!
 
 
2010/03/10 10:12 2010/03/10 10:12
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哥哥

Family 2010/03/09 10:13

其实有点想念他 那天他离家去寻找他的方向 整理衣物时 依然一副若无其事的模样 真叫人担心.
其实我很渴望有个懂得照顾我,关心我,买好吃的东西给我, 能担当重任有责任心和梦想的哥哥
其实很多时候我也想跟你说话和玩耍 就像小时候那样融洽 但你的不闻不问 悠悠闲闲 无所事事 挺让人心痛
其实你对我也不错, 至少小姐发脾气的时候你忍 其实你的忍功真的很好 忍受那些激将法 那些恶言恶语 然后继续过你自己的生活
其实我的性格和你完全相反 我希望你会有点我的生存动力 我也希望我有你一点的不在乎 一副潇洒的模样


希望你回来的那天, 承载的不是失望, 而是满满的希望, 可以过得很好, 很好, 很好。
其实我怀念小时候你写给我的 i love you.......



2010/03/09 10:13 2010/03/09 10:13
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The lost dreamer

Personal 2010/03/08 22:48
1. I was once a dream catcher who always tried my best to juggle the best. It's pretty astonishing that when you believe yourself with strong will and dedicate efforts to dreams that seem unreachable. As the saying goes,"Success comes in cans, not can'ts". The crux is not about the dreams whether they seem attainable or not but it's the intense motivation in someone's mind that drives the actions. Instead of hovering over the fence, one should just jump off it, ready to take all possible challenges. Whenever I think about the impetuous experiences in the past, I actually can't believe or retrieve the courages i had for something that seems so unrealistic and impossible now. I jumped on the dream wagon, went through an amazing journey. Nevertheless I've lost that thing, that motivation, that urge, that fancy, which makes me feel completely insecure in the condition full of uncertainties. Nothing is worser than the losing of inner strength, the strength everyone has to distinguish themselves from the crowd. Right now at this moment, i must, without hesitation, try to find that thing out and make some changes.





2010/03/08 22:48 2010/03/08 22:48
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