有人来
有人走
我想念那年遇见你的午后
你傻傻的笑着 或是
滑腔油调地形容那女孩有多美丽。
加油。
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#自我感觉良好中
新的学期，似乎有点停滞不前地活在假期的幻想中，有点不在状况内，有点烂；
上个学期，终于马到功成地考到好成绩还可以去参加Academy Award，为自己感到骄傲；
下个学期，即将到土耳其去上课，很期待却很害怕，甚至有点退缩，没有勇气一个人面对陌生的世界，开始另外一种全新的生活。
happy! 我要继续快乐兼充实地活下去！加油加油！
) In fact, we girls are already planning the activities to relax our overloaded minds & stressful souls. They are going to be craziest blasts! I just can't wait at all especially the night after Thursday...hehehe *evil grins* Truth be told, I can't even remember how long i didn't really get some 'proper' entertainments, as you know i'm a 100% NERD (well if you know me personally -___-) & my social life is quite limited one 
as the saying goes, taste bitter first then only can taste sweetness ( -__-|||) so okthxbai it's humanitarian crisis time shit i hate that fml..... then you must MUST (x500) READ THIS!
1. I'm a visual/verbal learner, learn best looking at material, particularly things that written down. Reading textbook, using classroom notes,writing out keywords in own words, using sticky notes and put them on places i see frequently are best for me. Learn best studying alone in a quiet place, group study is a NO NO NO.
2. Northwood program is an extensive network that links all of us from all parts of Malaysia. Sherlyn tan is a neuron that receives and spreads the gossips to another neuron. When she tells us that midterm on next monday is postponed, eventually all of us will experience action potential because the impulse is big enough to stimulate all of us! When we're all stimulated with this good news, we have positive emotion 
no offense ah sher :D
no offense ah sher :D3. When i'm stumbling on the psychology textbook with only black & white words, my visual sensory receptors ROD are very active. But when i shift my vision and back to the colorful real world, my CONES become extremely active and that leads to a process called light adaption. 
4. I'm experiencing microsleep, that's why i need to have some activities to keep me awake eg blogging. My SCN seems insensitive to light because i already open all the lamps in my room.Plus, the sun is shining bizarrely outside the windows but why on earth the stupid pineal gland keeps releasing melantonin? That stupid neurotransmitter doesn't know it's still day so it's increasing like nobody business. Yes, i'm talking about you SEROTONIN! please god, get me a fever right now so that i'm always alert and refuse to sleep! 
5. Every time i score excellent grades in school (kindergarden perhaps), my parents didn't take any positive reinforcement by rewarding me a barbiedoll nor negative reinforcement which is letting me watch my favorite Pokemon show that's not allowed. They did nothing! That's why i'm so stupid now and i score so badly in school loh, parents fault. 
6. I knocked my head just now and i think i got retrograde amnesia! HOW? this explains why i can't remember all the terms and facts that i stored in my long term memory! I have encoding failure, i have Alzheimer's disease and most of all, my retrieval cue isn't functioning! HOW? midterm is next Monday, 30+ hours to go sahaja and there're about 9 chapters to go! 
7. I'm not intelligent at all, i always mess up with superordinate concept, basic lever concept, subordinate concept, formal concept, natural concept and prototypes. The skill of problem solving that i can use in the coming midterm is heuristic which is by guessing! educated guess? oh then die liao, i'm not educated at all. However, i am no doubt a divergent thinker because i think i'm creative LMAO 
8. Regarding the Erikson's Psychological stages of development, I'm probably in the stage of Identity VS Role Confusion. Definitely in the ROLE CONFUSION phase, i fail to define my identity, want to inconspicuously blend in the crowd, low self esteem and etc. I have personal fable, I think i am a very special person, i spend alot of time thinking about my thoughts and feelings, and that no one else has ever had these thoughts before me! I AM VELI SPECIAL! Next, I am quite a imaginary audience, I always sense that everyone is looking at me, i'm the center of my friends! too pretty liao wtf wtf 
9. Drive-reduction theory states that i have the immense drive to blog because it will reduce my tension and stress. Incentive approaches state that if you give me $1000000000000 for scoring well in the midterm, i will quickly pick up the psycho textbook and stumble on it every second starting from now! I hope that my glucagons are always high, my lateral hypothalamus is damaged, the basal metabolic rate is veli veli high and the leptin is always released in my bloodstream....so that i'm a skinny bitch. Lastly, Common sense theory says that i'm blogging because i'm stress but James-Lange theory explains that i'm stress because i'm blogging. wtf
Hooray i have done my Psychology revision of all 9 chapters! 
How about you?
How about you?
Apotemnophilia
For your knowledge, it's the tendency of some bizarre people who want to get rid of their legs or arms so badly and would do anything or everything in order to achieve their obsession. For example, after being rejected by several surgeons who refused to do the amputation for his/ her healthy limbs, one might probably lay on the railway track and when he awoke he will be an amputee. Note, the amputation is not necessary! They simply want their legs or fingers or watsover to be removed! siao 
and some might reach their orgasm and highly arousal seeing the amputees!!! if you're interested too, click to see this & get high!
and some might reach their orgasm and highly arousal seeing the amputees!!! if you're interested too, click to see this & get high! Sherlyn Tan, Vivian Loh, Christine Wv & Sue Jean , my poor Microsoft Word has expired therefore without any appropriate medium to do my part of Psychology literature review, i think it's the best to post it here :D come have a look, see if my points are corresponding with yours!
The phenomenon of people amputating healthy limbs is not as rare as one might think. Despite those who actually referred to psychotherapists or medical aid for this seemingly abnormal obsession, there are a large number of amputee wannabes that is enough to support a minor industry on the internet. Knowing that there are people having unusual desire like them in the world, they reveal their dark secret, share their amputees photography collection and gather to discuss the ways to get rid of their limbs. It might sound absolutely hilarious and ridiculous that why would anyone want their leg or arm cut off? Where does this immensely weird desire come from? However, there are no precise etiology that can be concluded from all the researches and reports done.
One significant determinant is the early childhood experience and familial interpersonal relationships of a amputee wannabe. Most of the cases shown that the patients had had unpleasant childhoods and since then their desire towards self amputation had firmly established. They were ignored by their parents and rarely have chance to communicate with anyone about their amputee fetishism. For instance, a patient born with clubbed foot was always yelled and criticized by his father upon his walking disability. Nevertheless after the condition was surgically fixed, he did not receive any positive reinforcement from his father. The ruined father-son relationship made him felt that he was not the one wanted in the family and began to develop the thoughts of leg amputation. Some patients whom suffered from deprivation of family love might think that through amputation and receiving handicapped status, they could draw the attention and sympathy from people. To be precise, their initial intention was to seek love and concern from their loved ones.
It is rather bizarre to say that the fetish of becoming an amputee is inseparably connected to the term "achievement". For the amputee wannabes, if their attempts to lose their legs or arms have (finally) succeeded, the outcomes are gratifying and they are very much satisfied. They have the desirable obsession to live as a handicap but strike to achieve beyond a handicap could do. Self-amputation seems to be categorized as an "achievement" that is unusual for normal people and by being able to achieve it, the amputee wannabes will feel highly erotic. According to them, "Even without a hand or a feet, i still can do it!" It was the satisfaction of coping heroically. They were courage and passionate to do things that one would say is unexpected.
They're the February babes so in order to save money save petrol save energy save time & be more exciting*, we decided to celebrate the girls' birthday together! :D
She's getting prettier since the first time i met this intelligent girl!
Blow harder abit!! 
....everybody wants that, who doesn't?
(gimme gimme! -__-)
Don't cry babe, mommy won't bite! ;D How have you guys been doing lately, hmmm? Its 4th week of semester 3, life hasn't been really loaded with assignments or pervaded with much hustle & bustle...i mean, YET. In fact, we've been tasked to start our English research paper, Pyschology assignment on psychological disorder, and Malaysian studies assignment (MPW is the drudging ever subject!!) 
Have you noticed the brain figures on my textbook in the narcissistic picture above? Its Psychology! Obviously, having test tomorrow *pity face* whirlpool of psychology terms are baffled in my hippocampus now: cerebellum, thalamus, acetylcholine, norepinephrine, narcolepsy....& etc! Nevertheless, i find this subject interesting and captivating the most compare to others! love the lecturer as well, MS M! she's the coolest ever lecturer I've met so far ;D she will stay tranquil and in perfect solemness (as always), even she's throwing some jokes to class. uh huh, she's getting married soon!! *jealous face*
Have you noticed the brain figures on my textbook in the narcissistic picture above? Its Psychology! Obviously, having test tomorrow *pity face* whirlpool of psychology terms are baffled in my hippocampus now: cerebellum, thalamus, acetylcholine, norepinephrine, narcolepsy....& etc! Nevertheless, i find this subject interesting and captivating the most compare to others! love the lecturer as well, MS M! she's the coolest ever lecturer I've met so far ;D she will stay tranquil and in perfect solemness (as always), even she's throwing some jokes to class. uh huh, she's getting married soon!! *jealous face*
Fine, finish ranting tan see yin!!
i shall start my revision now or not i'll be interrupted by my actively secreting serotonin & melantonin as the night comes!
ps: both serotonin & melantonin are the hormones that play role in regulating human's sleep 
我的电视不算大 节目也不算多 但它总会是我想消化懒惰的工具
我的厨房不算大 可是有很厉害的媽媽和阿嫲 煮很多我爱吃的杂食
死火了 死火了 死火了
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难道加油 是我仅能说的吗？
很多时候，除了加油。真的还是加油！
每个人都在遗憾年轻的生命提早枯萎，或许他在另一个地方有自己的天堂。祝福他，是我们仅能做的。