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1. I'm a visual/verbal learner, learn best looking at material, particularly things that written down. Reading textbook, using classroom notes,writing out keywords in own words, using sticky notes and put them on places i see frequently are best for me. Learn best studying alone in a quiet place, group study is a NO NO NO.

2. Northwood program is an extensive network that links all of us from all parts of Malaysia. Sherlyn tan is a neuron that receives and spreads the gossips to another neuron. When she tells us that midterm on next monday is postponed, eventually all of us will experience action potential because the impulse is big enough to stimulate all of us! When we're all stimulated with this good news, we have positive emotion

no offense ah sher :D

3. When i'm stumbling on the psychology textbook with only black & white words, my visual sensory receptors ROD are very active. But when i shift my vision and back to the colorful real world, my CONES become extremely active and that leads to a process called light adaption.

4. I'm experiencing microsleep, that's why i need to have some activities to keep me awake eg blogging. My SCN seems insensitive to light because i already open all the lamps in my room.Plus, the sun is shining bizarrely outside the windows but why on earth the stupid pineal gland keeps releasing melantonin? That stupid neurotransmitter doesn't know it's still day so it's increasing like nobody business. Yes, i'm talking about you SEROTONIN! please god, get me a fever right now so that i'm always alert and refuse to sleep!

5. Every time i score excellent grades in school (kindergarden perhaps), my parents didn't take any positive reinforcement by rewarding me a barbiedoll nor negative reinforcement which is letting me watch my favorite Pokemon show that's not allowed. They did nothing! That's why i'm so stupid now and i score so badly in school loh, parents fault.

6. I knocked my head just now and i think i got retrograde amnesia! HOW? this explains why i can't remember all the terms and facts that i stored in my long term memory! I have encoding failure, i have Alzheimer's disease and most of all, my retrieval cue isn't functioning! HOW? midterm is next Monday, 30+ hours to go sahaja and there're about 9 chapters to go!

7. I'm not intelligent at all, i always mess up with superordinate concept, basic lever concept, subordinate concept, formal concept, natural concept and prototypes. The skill of problem solving that i can use in the coming midterm is heuristic which is by guessing! educated guess? oh then die liao, i'm not educated at all. However, i am no doubt a divergent thinker because i think i'm creative LMAO

8. Regarding the Erikson's Psychological stages of development, I'm probably in the stage of Identity VS Role Confusion. Definitely in the ROLE CONFUSION phase, i fail to define my identity, want to inconspicuously blend in the crowd, low self esteem and etc. I have personal fable, I think i am a very special person, i spend alot of time thinking about my thoughts and feelings, and that no one else has ever had these thoughts before me! I AM VELI SPECIAL! Next, I am quite a imaginary audience, I always sense that everyone is looking at me, i'm the center of my friends! too pretty liao wtf wtf

9. Drive-reduction theory states that i have the immense drive to blog because it will reduce my tension and stress. Incentive approaches state that if you give me $1000000000000 for scoring well in the midterm, i will quickly pick up the psycho textbook and stumble on it every second starting from now! I hope that my glucagons are always high, my lateral hypothalamus is damaged, the basal metabolic rate is veli veli high and the leptin is always released in my bloodstream....so that i'm a skinny bitch. Lastly, Common sense theory says that i'm blogging because i'm stress but James-Lange theory explains that i'm stress because i'm blogging. wtf

Hooray i have done my Psychology revision of all 9 chapters!

How about you?

Apotemnophilia

For your knowledge, it's the tendency of some bizarre people who want to get rid of their legs or arms so badly and would do anything or everything in order to achieve their obsession. For example, after being rejected by several surgeons who refused to do the amputation for his/ her healthy limbs, one might probably lay on the railway track and when he awoke he will be an amputee. Note, the amputation is not necessary! They simply want their legs or fingers or watsover to be removed! siao

and some might reach their orgasm and highly arousal seeing the amputees!!! if you're interested too, click to see this & get high!

Sherlyn Tan, Vivian Loh, Christine Wv & Sue Jean , my poor Microsoft Word has expired therefore without any appropriate medium to do my part of Psychology literature review, i think it's the best to post it here :D come have a look, see if my points are corresponding with yours!

The phenomenon of people amputating healthy limbs is not as rare as one might think. Despite those who actually referred to psychotherapists or medical aid for this seemingly abnormal obsession, there are a large number of amputee wannabes that is enough to support a minor industry on the internet. Knowing that there are people having unusual desire like them in the world, they reveal their dark secret, share their amputees photography collection and gather to discuss the ways to get rid of their limbs. It might sound absolutely hilarious and ridiculous that why would anyone want their leg or arm cut off? Where does this immensely weird desire come from? However, there are no precise etiology that can be concluded from all the researches and reports done.

One significant determinant is the early childhood experience and familial interpersonal relationships of a amputee wannabe. Most of the cases shown that the patients had had unpleasant childhoods and since then their desire towards self amputation had firmly established. They were ignored by their parents and rarely have chance to communicate with anyone about their amputee fetishism. For instance, a patient born with clubbed foot was always yelled and criticized by his father upon his walking disability. Nevertheless after the condition was surgically fixed, he did not receive any positive reinforcement from his father. The ruined father-son relationship made him felt that he was not the one wanted in the family and began to develop the thoughts of leg amputation. Some patients whom suffered from deprivation of family love might think that through amputation and receiving handicapped status, they could draw the attention and sympathy from people. To be precise, their initial intention was to seek love and concern from their loved ones.

It is rather bizarre to say that the fetish of becoming an amputee is inseparably connected to the term "achievement". For the amputee wannabes, if their attempts to lose their legs or arms have (finally) succeeded, the outcomes are gratifying and they are very much satisfied. They have the desirable obsession to live as a handicap but strike to achieve beyond a handicap could do. Self-amputation seems to be categorized as an "achievement" that is unusual for normal people and by being able to achieve it, the amputee wannabes will feel highly erotic. According to them, "Even without a hand or a feet, i still can do it!" It was the satisfaction of coping heroically. They were courage and passionate to do things that one would say is unexpected.