与'Life'相关文章 45篇

  1. 2011/03/23 Panic Attack (5)
  2. 2011/02/14 Let Life be beautiful like summer flowers and Death like autumn leaves (10)
  3. 2010/12/17 Short Note (4)
  4. 2010/09/29 (5)
  5. 2010/08/15 宅女日記 (10)
  6. 2010/08/07 希臘的囌格拉底 (17)
  7. 2010/07/10 日 星期六 (2)
  8. 2010/07/09 已經星期五了 (9)
  9. 2010/07/02 無狀態 (3)
  10. 2010/06/23 那是因爲剛睡醒 (4)

Panic Attack

Life 2011/03/23 23:12
 

Thanks to morning classes 4 days in a row, I have been waking up naturally every early morning around 4am and it's rather weird for me getting used to off to bed around 10pm or earlier than that. Good girl does that right? Hmmm... :O Or that symbolizes I'm getting older! Well, it should be good if i make it a habit :)
 

 
Goodday is a must to kickstart my day! :D


The coins sucker! I am running out of coins!  


I'm quite aware of my panic-attack recently. First, I thought i lost my bag, rushed all the way to look for my car whether that "theft" has drove away my car or not (as i placed my car key in bag), and then when i got back library the librarians were shaking their heads and sighing at my carelessness....They found my bag! & It was my negligence that I actually placed the bag in locker at another side. Gosh, it felt like heart attack. I am frightening myself all time, such as worrying i got saman, worrying i might have left something in the library or classroom, worrying i bring an empty wallet out, feeling uneasy about unfinished or to be completed assignments and tests...& etc. Intense anxiety in myself has gave me not once, but twice and more panic attacks that almost tear me down. Unsure why it happened but...well i guess, perhaps i shall stop wanting to be perfect.

2011/03/23 23:12 2011/03/23 23:12
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——出自泰戈爾《飛鳥集》的名言之一,翻譯為:生如夏花般絢爛,死若秋葉之靜美。




不知哪一天望著鏡子裡的自己 我突然領悟 領悟為何從前的自己如此不美麗;
原來那時總是習慣性地建築起堤防來 封閉的心靈不懂得愛人 少了一份柔情 少了一份優柔寡斷。
生命中有許多期待的事 對我而言 最美麗的等待 肯定是愛情
抱著含苞待放的心態 希望生如夏花般絢爛 無論結局怎樣 死若秋葉之靜美。


祝:情人節快樂


2011/02/14 14:26 2011/02/14 14:26
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Short Note

Life 2010/12/17 14:49
Haven't been blogging for a dreadful long time! The holidays so far were not so contented as i thought it would be but rather laid back and i've spent most of the time occupying my mind with nonsense. Plus, the increasing sinful yummylicious food intake everyday has slowly putting more and more weight on me when my diet plan starts to show positive outcome >:( NO WAY NO WAY......(X7) *Shontelle's Perfect Nightmare plays* I have been missing bunch of people such as Yansi the 38, Meiching who is now on the land of Malaysia!, Summer Ang, Christine Wong the wonderwoman who is busying with work and love hehehe, Sue Jean aka the blur girl who is travelling in Taiwan and Hong Kong now and is going to Paris for Student Abroad Program so soon, Shake lee who is in Taiwan also for the Hakka exchange culture thing.......and more and more more more MORE! I MISS YOU ALL TO THE BITS!  Speak without actions means nothing so i shall take the initiative to date all of you bastards XD However *using sad tone* jobs has fully packed my whole Christmas week so there's no gathering, no outings, no vacation, no dating, no happiness, no life for me at all but got money la wtf Hmmpf! I want a holiday vacation! at least lah to Melaka or Penang or ? Nvm nvm *calms self down* because i get all hyped up thinking of the Thailand & Singapore trip during May next year, Taiwan trip during July as promised by Sue Jean Lee whom at that time just got back from Paris for her 6 months SAP and Istanbul which i am planning & calculating everyday(wth) to go! December 2010 is quite a special month for me *except the working one week* and i am so looking forward for the coming whole new world, setting new goals and plans. Note to myself: Get prepared for the new start soon, time waits no one!  
 
2010/12/17 14:49 2010/12/17 14:49
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Life 2010/09/29 20:02
湯匙都需要工人送上的公子哥兒,是無法了解在街邊撿枯葉的印度人;
每天有司機載送大房車出入的,又怎能體會那些煩惱著雨天還必須搭車回家的;
跟隨潮流口中談的是最新的iphone 4 或 某時尚品牌,根本不曉得有人連餐飯都開不了;

這個社會是金錢在作怪 我相信金錢是萬能的。
握著手機,聼著聽筒裏傳來的另外一把現實的聲音,我突然很討厭這樣的自己。
有點緊張,有點害怕,有點臨陣退縮,可是我長大了,我可以自己做決定,我應該為十九年來爸媽在我身上花的每一分附上責任。
委屈自己並不算什麽,我知道經過這一次的體驗,肯定會學會些什麽,或是犧牲、付出些什麽。我會很堅強的。

我就像一只落入圈套,又肥又白又嫩的小肥羊
突然好想念我的爸爸。

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2010/09/29 20:02 2010/09/29 20:02
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宅女日記

Life 2010/08/15 18:01






Like a flower waiting to bloom
Like a light bulb in a dark room
Like the desert waiting for the rain
Like a school kid waiting for the spring
My hi-fi is waiting for a new tune
My glass is waiting for some fresh ice cubes

I am just sitting here waiting you to turn me On.


最近的生活:上課、放學、打羽毛球、上健身房、早睡早起、寫筆記。
ps: 那個番茄真的好好吃,甜甜的,很juicy很爽口很新鮮,而且有抗氧化效果,有益身體。


2010/08/15 18:01 2010/08/15 18:01
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希臘的囌格拉底

Life 2010/08/07 12:00
我要一個人去東京鐵塔看夜景
我要一個人去維斯尼看電影
我要一個人去陽明山上看海域 拍偶像劇
我要一個人去紐約純粹看夜景
我要一個人去巴黎喝咖啡寫信
我要一個人的希臘夢見囌格拉底
我要一個人的通宵看完魯迅的背影
我要一個人呆呆的在浴缸裏思考阮玲玉
我要一個人的北京探望孟姜女
我要一個人的書局和志摩談情
我要一個人的旅行 一個人的徹底
我和誰談戀愛 有什麽大驚小怪
反正下一秒的我早已 早已離開。

——戴佩妮 《一個人的行李》


最近有許多沒被記錄的感想,或許它們實在太微不足道了,或許根本就不知該如何整理這些思緒。
1)新的學期,我要重振名聲,重出江湖!
2)沒有信任存在的友誼,繼續執著有什麽意思呢?支持你。
3)尋找模特兒——高矮肥瘦黑白大小的女孩們,無任歡迎。
4)繼續吃喝玩樂 繼續挑燈夜讀 繼續跑跑步流流汗 善用時間。
5)還是一樣,喜歡這樣,雖然有時還是會幻想。
6)想要Canon 50mm 1.8鏡頭 想要一個三腳架 想要一個遠焦鏡頭。
7)想睡很多個小時的覺來補償。
8)想和朋友們約會。

2010/08/07 12:00 2010/08/07 12:00
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日 星期六

Life 2010/07/10 15:54

2010_07_10
今天的天氣好得不得了,打開陽臺的門,趕走房裏潮濕和窒息的冷空氣
桌上的書本還未翻上幾頁,雙眼皮似乎有點沉重,沒有傷心沒有快樂
或許因爲考試的到來,感覺到少少的壓迫感——好想出門去拍照,還有見見很多久未見面的朋友..........好像很多天沒和人説話了。



2010/07/10 15:54 2010/07/10 15:54
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已經星期五了

Life 2010/07/09 14:33
 


褒戲。睡覺。發白日夢。關丹海邊。跑步。打羽毛球。吃飯。睡覺。
放空。收拾房間。看電視。吃飯。上網。煲戲。拍照。整理照片。發夢。
吃飯。睡覺。載弟弟。熬夜。看球。發呆。睡覺。搖呼拉圈。吃飯。睡覺。


哦麥嘎 那麽快星期一大考了........................
 




2010/07/09 14:33 2010/07/09 14:33
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無狀態

Life 2010/07/02 23:27

怎麽辦 我又自閉了。
 
2010/07/02 23:27 2010/07/02 23:27
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那是因爲剛睡醒

Life 2010/06/23 00:25
由於每天的課十二點就結束了 剩下大半天的時間就宅在家裏 每天把握時間睡午覺  原來午覺很讓人覺得幸福

睡醒的時候看到窗外灰藍色的天空 以爲是隔天早上睡遲了會馬上跳下床準備去刷牙洗臉 然後聽到樓下吵襍的聲音才松了一口氣

這個學期的考試成績很糟糕 前所未有的差勁 考試前夕總是處於完全放棄的狀態 然後第一次真正體驗交白卷的滋味

讓我不禁懷疑上個學期那個很拼搏要拿全班最高分的自己去了哪裏 那是今年發生的事嗎 爲什麽態度上的落差那麽懸殊

大考又要到了 我空白的腦袋 零零散散的專注力 散漫怠惰的態度 無精打采的士氣和動力 是時候回來了咯。


2010/06/23 00:25 2010/06/23 00:25
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