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  1. 2012/01/09 My 2012 New Year's Resolution (20)
  2. 2011/08/20 一个人的旅行 (6)
  3. 2011/06/23 Emo is like shit that you need to clear regularly before it exceeds the quota.
  4. 2011/06/20 这次是我自己而不是谁。 (1)
  5. 2011/06/18 我很开心Ok (4)
  6. 2011/06/08 Where is my inner peace? (8)
  7. 2011/06/06 。 (12)
  8. 2011/05/03 气球女孩 (5)
  9. 2011/04/30 一点都不潇洒 (5)
  10. 2011/03/27 I am Jealous (4)
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My 2012 New Year's Resolution

Personal 2012/01/09 06:07
他的双眼突然呆滞了几秒，语气低落地说：“我今年的新年愿望是和我的法籍女朋友分手，我看不见未来.......那你呢？”
我想了很久，难以启齿，矛盾着过去几年年头总爱在新日记本里列下一整页的To Do List，而今年却脑袋空空，似乎还活在昨天。我是那种爱买漂亮笔记本，用五颜六色的笔墨整齐地写下心情、鼓励自己的话、愿望或小备注，然后每天爱不释手地翻看的自恋bimbo。

一年之计在于春，我总是最期待每年的这个时候，雀跃地写下New Year's Resolution，然后很振奋、充满干劲地想一一完成。过来土耳其后，明明毫无条理的生活中很需要一本备忘录，却渐渐摒弃了随身携带笔记本的好习惯。基本上每年的愿望都脱离不了减肥、变美女、变自信这些很肤浅的标准bimbo愿望。所以今年也不例外，我下定决心：

1）减肥塑身！我要S型火辣身材！我要标准美女身材！

2）注重脸部保养，我要像宋慧乔那般吹弹可破的婴儿肌肤！

3）均衡饮食，多吃蔬菜水果及豆类，摄取足够维他命，多喝水！

4）总结1、2、3：我——要——变——美——女！这次很认真。

5）好，有了外在美后才轮到内在美  与往年一样，要突破学业上的表现，sien掉。

6）土耳其文目前学得还不错，可以和街上的叔叔婶婶打招呼及闲话家常，我想更深入掌握这门语文，往后可以在阅历上增添美丽的一笔。还有，我其实挺想学德文和阿拉伯文的。自我催眠：我是一块拥有强大无敌吸收量的海绵、我是一块拥有强大无敌吸收量的海绵.....

7）旅行，二月会到土耳其向东部出发，然后向西去保加利亚、罗马尼亚、伦敦+巴黎，还想去德国、澳大利亚、比利时看看，但得看资金行事..... 我真的不介意睡巴黎铁塔下或伦敦大桥底下，你知道我的，疯狂。

8）找份很酷的兼职，呵呵呵。

9）多拍照，多写写文字，多更新部落格，对身边的人事物更为积极！

10）希望今年桃花旺盛啦！你们谁有好介绍的可以帮忙当媒介Ok，我是100%的好女朋友对象，吃得、做得、扛得、煮得、聊得、玩得、静得、省得、美德... 不失幽默、不失智慧、不失贤淑、不失浪漫又不失激情  加上愿望1、2、3、4，反正我就是很完美啦！

当然不忘要好好爱自己、家人和朋友们（这是每分每秒每一刻都一定要做到的，所以不包括在Resolution List里头）。你呢？

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一个人的旅行

Personal 2011/08/20 23:09
这将会是即将去实践的，最疯狂的事之一。或是唯一。如图 ↓↓↓


今天翻报纸的时候才得知巴勒斯坦的Hamas政府组织结束了与以色列国的和平协议，开始互相发炮。那是前几年GAZA WAR恩怨后终于以协议了结这场中东战争，然后前几天其中一方又皮痒去破坏平静的湖面。捏了一把冷汗，决定到伊斯但堡的交换学生计划后，首先是利比亚，后来到埃及，巴勒斯坦、以色列、以及人潮甚多的巴基斯坦回教堂昨天被恐怖轰炸，邻居叙利亚（Syria）都在游行反政府，政治动荡不安.......他们，都是土耳其的邻居。至于土耳其呢？我看过了最新的消息，才刚轰炸了伊拉克反叛的KURDS。



简而言之，你所闻之色变的和平破坏王中东国家都距离土耳其不远处。
它，连接着欧洲和亚洲，称为欧亚国家。比马来西亚大两倍++ 的土耳其，97%是在亚洲，3%在欧洲，而我即将到隔着 Bosphorus 海峡的其中3%，西北部的土耳其上课。听说，亚洲那一区比较落后贫穷，而位于欧洲区的伊斯但堡城市，相比起来是个很先进的文化城市。老妈子对这些国家的认识非常浅薄，只知道中东国家相等于恐怖袭击。不过也没错，你看看：这个 这是土耳其东部最新消息.....我有点想晕倒。

TURKEY TRAVEL ADVICE
Still current at: 20 August 2011
Updated: 18 August 2011

There is a high threat from terrorism in Turkey and a number of terrorist groups remain active in the country. Statements have been made in the press indicating that attacks could take place against tourists or places used by foreigners. Terrorist attacks have taken place in major cities and resorts against government, military and civilian targets. Improvised explosive devices (IEDs) have been placed in crowded areas, restaurants, refuge bins, outside banks and hotels and on dolmus mini-buses and trains. Terrorist attacks are regularly carried out against the security forces in the south east of the country by the separatist Kurdistan Workers Party (PKK). In the past, military personnel and German mountain climbers in the East of Turkey have been kidnapped.  You should remain vigilant at all times.


这世界，有人的存在，就不会有安宁的一日。
当我说选择土耳其的时候，别人的表情或许和你一样，惊讶，然后问：为——什——么？相信我说过上万遍，那是曾经很久以前翻阅一本建筑学书时，我看到了一座很特别的教堂。拜占庭(Byzantine Empire)时期的教堂，后来世界第一次大战后伊斯但堡被被欧多曼(Ottoman Empire)占领而将之装修为回教堂，现为博物馆的 Hagia Sophia。那是一种很奇妙的情结，深深地牵连着自己，你知道，有一天，你会来到这里朝圣。当然，土耳其是个很美丽的国家，有山有水....(我知道这理由很欠缺说服力-_-)，不过最让我销魂的是在于它非常浓厚的历史和文化。

向来喜欢历史的我，上个学期拿了人类/社会学 Anthropology，我了解到，事出必有因。每一件事情，都有自己发生和存在的理由；人类所做的一切，包括历史，都不为什么，只为生存。每一场战争背后，联系着是上千年前的恩怨。谁晓得，这世界会不会有零战争的一天，可是我不会害怕去面对，仍然热衷地期待爱和和平的力量能治愈所有丑恶病痛。我真的觉得，那些属于阿拉的国家，在我眼里，特别漂亮 - 精细的瓷砖、色彩、文化、历史。也许是长年战争，更显得珍贵。
 

话说，那个最疯狂的事。

明年二月一号是签证截止的日子，所以我必须打包离开土耳其。我冒冒然地要求将回马的日期延至二月尾，所以，我的二月将会是一个人的背包旅行。去哪儿呢？原本想踏足到土耳其东部，可是据情况来看，只好往西方走去。到罗马尼亚（ROMANIA）、保加利亚（BULGARIA），希望可以一直去到布拉格（PRAGUE）。这趟旅程，我希望可以找些办法自资，例如：25 Ways To Earn Money When You're Broke On The Road。

突然很后悔没有学过小提琴，还是吉他。
不然一定站在旅客人潮最多的热区演出，看看经过的人群会不会丢几个铜钱。


正在努力思考可以搞些什么花样.......
很兴奋。


2011/08/20 23:09 2011/08/20 23:09
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Emo is like shit that you need to clear regularly before it exceeds the quota.

Personal 2011/06/23 16:02
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First time trying the hot chocolate from Chocolate lounge and no doubt, it warms my heart. I'm sitting comfortably facing the icing cold skating rink where there are few happy kids skating around with their couches beside. COOL KIDS. I can never even stand on that piece of slippery land. when i was young i always had the hidden desire of flying freely, its buried unconsciously still, deep down my heart, of the wanting to learn how to let go, how not to be precise, how to not think too much. When i think all over again, it is logical for me that it actually reflects, that why i have hard time learning lets say, swimming. The fact is that, i can't let go, i used to stress myself too hard, i long for absolute perfection most of the time, in whatever things i do, i want it to be the best. I hold things tight, i never willing to conceal my true feelings, my words or my love, and at last, i couldn't find ways to let go these rubbish junk of pressure and there go my hair keeps decreasing. haha. Seriously I am at this phase of emotionally sensitive and inferiority. Looking for ways to make me happy such as the materialistic satisfaction? No.I knew later i will count my notes hahahahhaa poor kid. looking for friends to talk about my issues or just random stuffs? frankly none or hardly one or two cause i know, i know, people might firstly judge and then tell me how and what should i do, but it wouldn't make me any better. Sometimes i only need companion to share good food, to rant about recent life, to happily share some good old moments, to watch a good movie and thats it. I might be in the state of denial, that i am so reluctant to listen anything which sounds bad to me.....but when you are stuffed with all negativity you just got enough of it and don't need anymore right. you know what you are doing. you dont need others to remind you about how bad are you. how wrong are you. Sometimes i really wish to be her, sometimes i asked myself why i;m not her, it shows that i am not contented with myself and i actually hate myself so much. It might be because of some reasons but it might plainly because i'm undergoing the sudden emo phase or whatsoever. huh. i need to learn how to love myself.

IGNORE ALL THESE JUNKS. OR DONT EVEN BOTHERED TO READ OK.

 
2011/06/23 16:02 2011/06/23 16:02
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这次是我自己而不是谁。

Personal 2011/06/20 21:24
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我用我的心
去看 去感觉
你并不是我
就算是执迷
就让我执迷不悔
我不是你们想得如此完美
我承认有时也会辨不清真伪
并非我不愿意走出迷堆
只是这一次
这次是我自己而不是谁
。




我听见耳边传来流言蜚语
口说不介意却想追根究底

我看见许多指向自己的矛头
眼不见为净却想弥补些什么

你就当我执迷不悔
你就当我迷失自我

或许时间能够证明一切
并不如你想象中的那样
。


我有一个避风港 远在纽西兰
[我满脑都是muallaf的画面。]
。





2011/06/20 21:24 2011/06/20 21:24
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我很开心Ok

Personal 2011/06/18 22:57


我就是一个这样三八的人。

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我——开——心——得——不——得——了！！！！！！


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2011/06/18 22:57 2011/06/18 22:57
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Where is my inner peace?

Personal 2011/06/08 17:30

Mentally and emotionally ill。

我迷路了。




2011/06/08 17:30 2011/06/08 17:30
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。

Personal 2011/06/06 20:06

处于一种很需要朋友说话的阶段。
 
或许可以什么都不说，只是很快乐地吃大家都爱吃的甜品或寿司；
看一场电影，我喜欢的卡通或是放声尖叫的恐怖片，如果有yasmin的电影更好；
好好地装扮自己，喷上最喜欢的香水，别上最爱的蝴蝶结，管它衬不衬、时髦不时髦，反正我喜欢就好；
唱一唱卡拉，不准点悲伤歌曲，只能点大众参与度极高的《姐姐妹妹站起来》等，跳上沙发，什么也不理地大喊大叫；
看看夜景，吃着零食、薯条、喝着啤酒，和最亲爱的朋友聊着一些过去和未来。
拿起久违的相机，重拾拍照的热忱，找个舒服的地点和伴，说一些她的故事或我的故事；
更想买一些食材，做些自己爱吃的小点心或糕点，或煮上一碗好好喝的浓汤；


这时候，我只想更坦然地面对自己
不去理会别人的想法，不去理会别人怎么忽略自己，不去理会别人怎么定义自己。
我想起了很多往事，很多值得开心和大笑的过去，我很感恩这一切，它们都是让我做回自己的勇气。


是时候好好沉淀自己



2011/06/06 20:06 2011/06/06 20:06
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气球女孩

Personal 2011/05/03 08:32


你为什么要欺负我？

总是要经过某些事情 才会学习成长 愿我们像大树一样不怕风吹雨打强壮。





飞吧 气球女孩！:D


2011/05/03 08:32 2011/05/03 08:32
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一点都不潇洒

Personal 2011/04/30 17:08



自认看似简单不复杂的小事一桩  在别人的眼里却是极具破坏力又不容忽视的大事
当我笑着不当一回事的时候，一闪而过的一个想法：
原来我不再是个可以为所欲为 不懂事 放纵又自我的小女生了
我必须顾及身边的人的感受 为自己做的事情负责任。



我希望一切都会好好的




2011/04/30 17:08 2011/04/30 17:08
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I am Jealous

Personal 2011/03/27 09:46
:)
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:'(
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Now is probably not the right time to be blogging, but as much as i foresee the coming grueling week of memorization (having the torturous History test and Selling test omg i remember that I swore to myself i demand a 90+ grade in the next History test after getting the previous test marks & to maintain my achievement *smiles* in Selling test), I just can't sleep. My body clock has been vicarious, awaking me abruptly from dreams in vicarious time such as 3am in the freaking morning. My heartbeat is slowly syncing into an erratic phase........i could sense something notable arousing - STRESS, yet i have not been progressive & productive. Curse me.

Muse  
 
Some thoughts and perplexes rattling around my head, digressing me from reading the History textbook - "The Western Heritage" which is as thick as the Great Wall of China; therefore i shall let my fingers run free on this keypad to throw you chunks of rubbish. In short, this is a ranting post okgetityoucanpressthetoprightcornerredbox&leavethankyouverymuchbye.

When was the last time i ever emo'ed? Alright, i heard someone uttering you almost emo wan k  Indeed pun. Therefore i pilled myself with works, assignments, some SS thingy which are very insipid, some goals and newly attained resolutions. Readers (I swear this is weird x1000 times to address you who reading this as reader, like veli buay hiao ba like that -__-# *slaps*), 1 2 3 ok decision made to regard you all as lovelies, cause i am friendly like that  Oh where did i stop? Yes, i bet you lovelies noticed i used to rant a lot, been emo only in my entire blogging life T___T & noticeably i have been slowly tipping my style by writing so much prose about irrelevant facts (but the happy ones). Tell me if you like the previous nauseating Seeyinlove lol

The emo seeyinlove.com is waltzing into a happy seeyinlove.com, this is official i promise wtf  

In conjunction with my Seeyinlove.com's180 degree vast transformation, i will close down the previous chapters that carry lumps of emoness. Frankly, I have never thought of concealing any little bit and piece of my life in the sense that their existence are minor & insipid yet significant enough to make up who i am today. I feel better than yesterday tho

I was trapped in the hollow pit of emoness yesterday night & i texted the fabulous photographer whom i respect so much and tell him about my uneasiness on the shooting later today. YES I AM A MODEL WAHAHAHAHA, EGO SATISFIED. It is so dearly that his replies soothed my anxiety and enervation immediately, like DING! me with his magic wand. He says, "at least....you love yourself".

and it got me wandering, yes i am me today because i have been constantly loving myself although sometimes the shitty lack of confidence dragged me down so hard that i couldn't escape. so thoughtful...but psycho -___-
 
Alright shall stop all these sentimental musings, gonna present you my pretty cousins.


Firstly, i must admit.....I AM JEALOUS.

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My aunt was looking at the playback screen of the camera, and when she saw this she shouted Wah so pretty.........Of course lah my self shoot skill is not fake one ok........and she suddenly uttered Mable (FYI my cousin's name) Then i memang cannot balance my jealousy already i shouted:"I oso not bad lo........*sigh pathetically*"

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#4 The Ngiam sisters

I am a ugly leftover filling between the pretty sandwich breads. Obviously. I know, don't remind me!  

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Lost of words for caption.
Meet Vins aka Yumiko, the youngest manja pretty glamorous sister in Ngiam family. Jealous *rolls eyes*

Seriously i feel round o_0, short, ugly, fat with my Michelin's (If you don't know who is that, please press here) arms, short legs, roti canai face....and whatelse? like, it is the end of world.


SO I COME TO A CONCLUSION THAT & I HAVE DECIDED SOMETHING:

Never ever take picture with girls who you conceived as better looking than you!

Jangan ambil gambar dengan awet yang cantik daripada anda!

不要和美过你的美女合照!

Nmm hou tong leng guo lei geh leng lui hap jiu!

Mai gah sui ge le ye zha bo hip siong! *hokkien*



nor standing beside them, you will forever be one of those insignificant signposts that never get noticed in their entire life.  


2011/03/27 09:46 2011/03/27 09:46
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