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  1. 2011/07/05 我很丑 (22)
  2. 2011/04/19 To-Do-List (5)
  3. 2011/03/24 This is why girls make up (5)
  4. 2010/07/13 明天過後................ (14)
  5. 2010/03/24 我是谁 (6)
  6. 2010/02/24 Wonder Boy NOBODY (4)
  7. 2010/02/08 Little See Yin 2 (5)
  8. 2010/02/05 Little See Yin (5)
  9. 2010/01/31 Why you're SINGLE (19)
  10. 2009/12/30 我要去自杀了 (21)
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我很丑

Random 2011/07/05 23:27
.....没有可是 —— 我很丑，也没有很温柔。
这是被重重压抑已久渴望被听见的心声，请允许我大喊：
我很丑啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊～！！！！*kicakaboom*

自卑的我觉得人生已经灰暗了一大半，我的生命不再有色彩，无法快乐自信有活力地抬起头正视别人的双眼，我难过到了极点，我对自己有诸多不满，我.....我害怕面对人群，我注定孤独.......我emoooooo到快爆灯了    （PS: I am not a Drama Queen okay...是真的，老娘我真的丑到了另一种境界，处于非常低潮期，所以不要故意约我出门然后嘲笑我这副德性，我会很然后跟你绝交）

我很有自知自明，知道自己没有拥有标准的瓜子脸、水汪汪大眼睛、高挺的鼻子、鼻梁（omg 我的鼻梁仅有0.0000005cm）、丰厚嘴唇、吹弹可破兼白里透红的肌肤、长长的秀发（omg 我真的有秃头的）、长长纤细的美腿（omg 我有萝卜腿）、激凸爆乳、看似容易折断的小蛮腰 etc 可是一直以来，借助我高超无暇的自拍技术，可以从照片里自我安慰，所以还挺满意的。可是，黑暗的时刻终于降临了........
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狂——爆——暗——疮！！！！！！

白天上课见人时勉强涂了一些BB膏稍微发挥了遮瑕作用，不明显，可是隔天爆更多大米；
晚上十一点不睡觉就已经开始烦躁，功课还没有做完，不能睡觉，隔天爆大米；
买了一些胶原蛋白的营养产品来喝，却不晓得是我缺乏耐心等待结果吗，继续爆爆爆大米；
运动狂喝水狂吃水果狂排泄 (这些平时都很定时的啊)，却怎么还是爆很多很多红红敏感丑陋恶心兼讨人厌的大粒米。

呜呜~ 请问这是青春换肤期吗？？
请你告诉我，挨过了这关我就有漂亮的脸蛋；
请你告诉我，挨过了这关我就会变天鹅了！请你告诉我！！！！（情绪激动）

注：我知道为了青春痘而哭天求地是很无聊兼无趣兼lifeless bimbo的事，健健康康，能走能跳，有一双能看风景的眼睛，有嗅觉的鼻子 etc 这样就应该知足感恩了...................啊~ 可是看着镜子里布满痘痘、快要被全面侵占的脸还是很自卑 + emo很多下的.........  

  

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2011/07/05 23:27 2011/07/05 23:27
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To-Do-List

Random 2011/04/19 00:18
This would be a quick one, thought of updating my recent piece of life but oh maybe the to-do-list will do because there are so much random little reminders rattling in my mind, constantly reminding how unorganized person i am who keeps on delaying some very important to be done stuff. Huh. *long inhalation of oxygen* So before i slip in bed and rack my brain up in the early morning later to study for Advertising midterm, plus since tomorrow is the official ending of my stressful weeks, i shall write something now. Ahem, do they related? AAAAAAHHHHHH, sorry i am not sane noooowwwww oh well let's don't bother

1) Settle TOEFL
To take or not to take, what do you say? Right after the payment made, the officer told me that I actually don't need to take TOEFL for the Student Study Abroad to Istanbul. Money wasted, heart aches T___T

2) Settle TM Streamyx
Ohkay, after upgraded to bla bla bla, they told me my area doesn't support it so i have to downgrade it to bla bla bla. You tell me laaaaa how not to be angry?! >:O And the internet is speed is SOOOOOOO slow here i can even finish writing a research paper while waiting for a page to be done loading.

3) Passport
If you read this, from the list sequence of no.1 till now, you can approximately know how lousy i am. Alright, i am awesome actually *psychoing* Err it happened that i didn't take my passport from the Jabatan Immigresen oh did i spell wrongly ahem such a disgrace ok back to topic and so i have to pay freaking rm100 again to redo. What really matters is not the money but that !@$#%$^(&! feeling of needing to go through the process all over again. *cries for my rm200*

4) Unofficial Meetings
Meetings with my love ones! For a OTAKU (pinyin: zhai nv) like me, i seldom text friends to keep contact with them, even how great convenience does facebook offer also due to my lousiness i rarely post something on their wall say hi how are you recently got constipation or not or something like that. Flipping through their recent pictures and knowing they are living safe & sound, i will just happily .....happy.

5) Official Meetings
ai seh, sounds so professional, official meetings, basically with some important collaboration partners. hmmm. Still progressing, planning and figuring out the whole plan and cooperation.

6) SAP
Istanbul i am coming! Hagia Sophia mommy is coming! This feeling is like the Muslim's pilgrimage to Mecca, a journey to a shrine that i hold strong faith and beliefs. whoah i am such a holy person. Oh well, have to settle which subjects to choose! If i choose the business core subjects, i may get credit transfer but if i choose art core subjects - which i personally prefer such as TURKISH Language & etc, i may not - most probably not going to have credit transfer. No credit transfer - wasting time. but i think it's worth it to learn something new even though i have to extend my graduation date while every classmate graduates, right? agree anyone?
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I swear i remember still got something else to be done!!!

Mumbling also can be this long i am not sane so for now, rest calls! byeeeeeeeeeeee.




2011/04/19 00:18 2011/04/19 00:18
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This is why girls make up

Random 2011/03/24 21:18
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Spot the one without magical customization! Obviously, sigh.

I always think that there's definitely nothing wrong with girls putting on make up & strongly agree with the fact that make-up enables girls to feel good about themselves thus boosted their self confidence. Honestly, how many girls born as good looking as the drop dead gorgeous Vivian Hsu, right? Internally or externally, we have flaws. We know that make-up is only a superficial tool because beauty is beyond the obvious, therefore it's our obligation to work on both to become a better girl and later a woman. :)

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Ps: I'm a busy bee!!!! >:O & Oh i'm loving library recently! (provided that i didn't forget to bring my mp3)
 
2011/03/24 21:18 2011/03/24 21:18
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明天過後................

Random 2010/07/13 23:36

我就要大肆地 吃 喝 玩 樂 嫖 賭。
*深深吸一口氣 好，繼續溫書去*
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2010/07/13 23:36 2010/07/13 23:36
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我是谁

Random 2010/03/24 23:43



我是谁？请你告诉我。



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终于有人告诉我 我是谁了 谢谢小祯帮我做的测试：

陈施颖的生命灵数

您的生命灵数是：48

你是个意志坚强的理想主义者，凡事很重视精神层面的追求，习惯将善恶分成两个极端，头脑很灵敏，常会冒出很多感觉，很多的点子，所以有时候会感觉比较累，那是因为你花了太多的精神。

你容易情绪化，具有双重个性，与一般人一样，向往着权力，但也有深情的一面，很容易流露出内在的感情世界，而有时候会很努力实在的工作，有时却又会感到一阵莫名的空虚感，一天内心情的起伏大，对未来有恐惧感。

经常会用工作来填满生活，但如果闲闲没事做，你的精神力反而愈强盛，产生不知道如何抒发多馀精力的困扰，建议你多跟人相处，同时要避免性急，慢慢的把你的精神散发到人际关系，透过与人相处的融洽，会消去许多不安全感，让自己有更多发挥的空间。

事业上的成就很大，即使不是在最顶尖位置，也能够跻身次要位置，并且会拥有中等以上的家庭，过着平稳富裕的一生，但当你的运势强盛时，奉劝你自我节制一下，谨慎行事不骄傲，如果锋芒太露，小心遭遇到毁灭性的攻击。

你的生命目标是首先建立起一个稳定的生活和稳定的家庭，然後加强你的领导力，带动越来越广的周围力量，聚集越来越多的人脉，慢慢拓展成一个自己的势力范围，最後完成自己的事业王国。

你的个性特徵是很有自己的想法，也可能是你很早熟，在很年轻时就知道什麽事情该怎麽做，如何去加强自己的能力，落实自己的执行力，也知道要务实才能一步步经营稳固的未来，因此你在工作场合里面，非常有能力。

你的优点是可以自我训练，在年轻时就会努力学习专业的才艺、技能，知道往後可以靠着这些专业的技能谋生，甚至创出一个事业，同时你拥有管理的能力，是个知道如何发号司令的领导人才。

你的缺点是对任何事都不会很在意，或特别去关心别人，有时会太固执自我，太过辛劳也不晓得做些适当的娱乐放松自己。

你的人生运势是老是被自己限制住，在圈圈里打转出不来，孤独时追求热閙，热閙时又想追求孤独，比如明明不是很想跟朋友去唱歌，却会想很久，被思考限制住，没有办法当机立断做决定，勉强答应後，却一直觉得心里不满足，不自在。提醒你心中存在着太多不同的价值观，这是形成你的思绪混乱和分裂的原因。

你的天赋潜能是语言的表达，因此除了当领导者或在固定的环境工作以外，成为企业经营的主管或学校、补习班的老师会更适合，因为学问这种知性的领域，有太多可以开拓的空间，透过你的如珠妙语来做知识方面的传递，可以好好发挥你的潜能喔！

2010/03/24 23:43 2010/03/24 23:43
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Wonder Boy NOBODY

Random 2010/02/24 19:00
You have probably heard before NOBODY by Wonder Girls in radio, numerous streets, shops, anywhere or everywhere & you might have seen the music video many times already... No? Doesn't matter, it is not the crux of this post. scroll your mouse down....

The official MV & ....



What i would like to share is this, the not-so-official one. a must watch, it is undoubtedly hilarious and I bet you will ROFL like me :D But he can dance very well isn't it? You gotta agree with me cause i doubt your body can dance as perfectly soft like him  


2010/02/24 19:00 2010/02/24 19:00
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Little See Yin 2

Random 2010/02/08 21:01

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!
i find this picture superb ridiculous, guess it's taken by my genius dad who
 vehemently forced 5 of us to line up for this goofy scene =___________=



[siblings and cousin & i'm the only girl in family]


Put a smile! In case, it's a blue Monday to you......

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ps: I'm starting to feel a little dazed, due to all the rush and hesitation for english assignment as a result of procrastinate! uh-huh, what I have learned is not to & never ever tending to give yourself a lazy excuse! No more procrastinating! *stabs tan see yin with a whopping scissors* Ow well, i gotta be fast! it's accounting test tomorrow! bye everyone, with loves!






2010/02/08 21:01 2010/02/08 21:01
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Little See Yin

Random 2010/02/05 21:21
i looked cute when i was a little girl
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THIS IS SOOOOOO MAD CHIO !!!



ps: For your information i HATE taking pictures last time (i don't know why i've always had the undesirable loathing towards cameras), which is totally contrasts with the sickening narcissist today.

 



2010/02/05 21:21 2010/02/05 21:21
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Why you're SINGLE

Random 2010/01/31 12:36


Are you single? Do you know why are you (still) single?
Read an article titled [Why you're single] in one magazine while easing my boredom today and slowly figured out the reasons as for myself :D i told you, i was bored! i spent almost the entire working day (which i was supposed to stand like a stone statue & do promoting) at bookstores and magazine store. Therefore i managed to fish my time reading books ranging from fiction, non fiction, general interests, health, IT, astrology to politics (its so rare that i'll succumb to Che Det's biography....if you have no idea who's that & you're a curious cat, GIY! Google it yourself)
So i questioned myself, WHY YOU'RE SINGLE?
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1. Because you're afraid of commitment
Indeed!!! There's a term called commitment phobia, but more often seen in men than women. you know guys.....;D Maybe i should announce this to every guy - "Hey babe, let's get hooked! Don't need to worry too much because i wouldn't want you to commit anything!" ROFL

2. Because you're in love with yourself
Yes. I'd probably love myself more than you do...unless you're my family or best friends.

3. Because you're cheap
Yea I've to agree that I'm quite cheap some time, that's because my market's demand falls so i've to lower my price in order to balance it back :D Struggling whether to buy the shirt with [50% ON SALES] wording we saw at one shop that day, hmmpf! XD

4. Because you're desperate
Yea....especially when my best friend has a boyfriend already! sigh =(

5. Because you're too shy
YES!!! i am shy!! i am so shy!!!
(who doesn't agree please shut up -___-)

6. Because you just got dumped and vowed never to love again
A BIG NO! As i said earlier, i love myself more than you do therefore it's ok to be dumped :) i would love to be alone and enjoy being single again! appreciate much thanks!

7. Because you can't get over your ex
No too....perhaps i never had an proper ex
i mean, proper relationship.

8. Because you've no style
yes, i don't have. i'm just as ordinary as marry, jane, jennifer or siti
you wouldn't notice me :(

9. Because you're allergic to everything
Yes....allergic to love

10. Because you just date with those with 5C
Maybe it's the main criteria i will consider when dating a man,
after ten years :D


On a last note, I have to add myself the other two main reasons they didn't mention,
11. Study + money is my priority now!
12. I am too young to meet my true love!
I know the day will come, so what's the rush for? Then what about you?




2010/01/31 12:36 2010/01/31 12:36
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我要去自杀了

Random 2009/12/30 20:52
刚刚又撞车
现在在发抖。




2009/12/30 20:52 2009/12/30 20:52
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